I love how MIA I've been on here (or anywhere in general). It honestly sucks. But it's my last year and semester of university. And to be honest, I don't get much time to do my work during the week (I've been actually doing homework IN CLASS to make up for time, don't copy me please, I'm just terrible... >_<; ). Ironically this is without working at a job either. And yet I'm still somehow behind....just really now? =_="
Although I think I've just reached a point where I haven't truly taken a break or a breather from this stuff. I'm like always working on them no matter what I'm doing. I don't enjoy doing other things because these assignments and essays are always on my mind. Hell, it makes it even harder for me to sleep, much less focus on them hence i get distracted easily somewhat. It's utterly annoying really. Almost like I sink into a state that makes me irritated by anything that just adds to my aggravated state of mind in the moment.
On another note, I will be singing high praise once I'm free and will likely cry. And eager, eager to resume my designs on my stories as well as get a job and just work the summer away (I'd love one that won't impact my writing too much). But most of all, I'd love to go somewhere and just de-stress myself completely.
I know I don't talk a lot about my own problems or personal life or anything...mostly because I feel like I'm just complaining or whatever, but honestly, I feel as if I do more than I'm given credit for, and there's huge amounts of pressure on whatever it'd be that I know I'll never amount to what people expect of me.
I'm only human.
And this human honestly wants a break from reality.
Then again doesn't everyone?